Reconciliation

Over this summer I’ve had a lot of time to think.

I was once proud of my ability to just disappear from people’s lives after I’ve done them some wrong without looking back or giving it a second thought. It has unfortunately cost me many a friend. Now that I’ve spent a lot of time reflecting on my life I realize that I’ve alienated myself from some of the best people who have entered my life. It can be said however that others have hurt me and I have disappeared from fear of further injury but now I am tired of letting fear and pain run my life.

I realize people that I’ve been a horrible person to you either on purpose or driven by fear. So now I will be reaching out to people who I’ve cut off from my life or who I have run away from in an attempt to reconcile the past. Just to name a few who I think I owe apologies:

Amudha Venugopalan

Greg Steel

Vanetia Cannon

There are more of you out there I am certain, I just have to remember all of you.

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